I’ve begun to look at life a little differently and didn’t even know it was happening. I’m no longer in the rush, rush, rush frame of mind. I’m taking some classes at the local Junior college. This is my third semester and for the first time in my academic career, I am not worried about my grades. Yeah it took awhile to admit to myself that I no longer need to be the top dog. A few quizzes and I realized it just doesn’t matter anymore.
I feel a little liberated in that thinking- yet a little scared as well. Does it mean I am losing my zest for life? Is the fire going out? Hmmmm. Now that is the next thing I’ll be pondering.